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As you may know erotic correspondence is a fun way to experience sexuality and energy when you are not able to physically be with your partner. So… I am on a spontaneous erotic phone call the other night…

my girlfriend was in town from NV so I just stepped out onto the patio to enjoy my conversation. I am not sure how much time had passed but the conversation was certainly heating up! She peaks her head outside and says she is leaving to go back to my apartment. I nod, she walks out and I go inside.

Now I could really turn this up a notch! I grab my celebrator and lay on my bed. As we talk the words flow into my head and create pictures, we talk of my fun times with my girlfriend and I am becoming increasingly aroused! The pleasure was getting intense and sure enough my door flings open and my girlfriend is looking for the keys!

So I am about to climax…I tell her ‘ just put your finger in me and rub right there!! please!’ At this point she immediately knows what to do! With in seconds I was squirting…everywhere, hard…lmfao!!! she looks pleased grabs the keys,shuts the door and leaves.

I am laying in my mess with my lover on the phone wondering what the fuck is really going on around here lol OMG! It was the funniest scene ever!!! Great orgasm by the way.

This is what I call a visit from the Fuck Farie or the Fucking Farie….

Whew! I am blushing writing this! lol  I am ready for some wine and chocolate…..

Blessings!

It has been a full week since I have been back from the ranch! I had an interesting adventure this time. It was a full 12 days there, even got to do a photo shoot keep an eye out for those! I should be ready to look at them again this week lol I know there are some really cool ones in there! Fire place pics and even some fun creative silhouettes!

Next photo shoot is in NYC!!!!! My Fancy dress Fetish is going to come to life! I am going to launch the finished photos in Jan 2012!  wish me luck!

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At present, my girlfriend Jewel is visiting me and we are having a blast! I like having a friend to run around with lol if you see us at the Rick Ross show say whats up!!!!

August 2011

I posted these pictures a while ago and for some reason they are now on my fantasy fest post…ahhh the learning curve…..so I am attempting to correct it

here are the pics again with a little more story behind them…

The brothel is located in Nevada about 20 min from the closest town. The nearest big city is more like an hour away.  We are in the desert! Being from Florida I have not experienced this atmosphere at any length of time so naturally I wanted to venture out and explore the land. I got to wander the city a few times and this trip I decided to stay in town on the river before heading out to the ranch. It was nice to be able to fly in, go to doctor, eat a real meal and get a good nights rest before I am ‘on stage’ for 12 days straight!

When I am at the ranch I usually just stay in the house and work. I may take a half day for errands and such but that is about it.  Some of the girls at the house are full time meaning they live close by or at the house and just work their shifts and take days off. I only have a limited amount of time so I just work 24/7 when I am there.

The area surrounding the ranch is interesting to me. A few of the girls said there is a river that runs behind the brothel. It is kind of a hike to get to it but worth the walk. So Maya, Lucy and I decide to go find it! The first day we found this small creek, we could hardly get to it because of the path we took. It was col and all but that was not the river. The next day we decided to take the other path.

This is us on the way down…..of course we had to stop and take pictures along the way!

I am in black,Maya Red is in the red shirt, Lucy Fire is in the pink tank top.

sexy even on a hike!

we had to go up hills and climb rock and stuff! It was so fun! this pick was taken from below, after we climbed down these these rocks….I am so glad no one fell! Once we got down we realized we were gonna have to climb back up lol….On we went……

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finally we found the river!!!

we hung out there for a bit, enjoyed the scenery then decided we should get back to the house…..we followed the river up instead for trying to go the way we came. Those hills and rocks were pretty involved….the hike back was easier. Here is a view of the ranches as we were walking back

It was nice to venture out, get some fresh air and exercise…I like the out doors

Nov 2011

Most of the girls work on theior computers all day in the parlor instead of just staying in their rooms….So I visit with my  friend Ruby Rae we are chatting, I am telling her ‘ya I guess I will bring out my computer too and join the internet cafe’

She tells me ‘ I just feel more motivated if I am sitting out here, when I stay in my room and sit on my bed I just wanna go to sleep’

I say right on, when I sit on my bed I just wanna fuuuuuck!

Brothel Antics….

So my friends Lucy Fire and Maya Red are always playing jokes and stuff around the house….here is the link to her site, http://www.lucyfirelrn.com/ she posts the funniest stuff! She records her pranks and posts them on her site. She has videos of the girls at the house (including me!) reacting to two girls and a cup for the first time (disgusting btw) , videos of hookers streaking through the parlor (which is totally NOT allowed lol) and playing jokes on the ‘staff’ (hostesses, housekeepers)….she cracks me up!!! I though you may enjoy

One of my friends sent me this article the other day http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2051902/Men-use-internet-porn-likely-hopeless-bedroom.html#ixzz1biCQqyVy about the effects of porn in the bedroom.

I read it and I feel compelled to comment about this. (First read the article because I am not summarizing it here ). Anything in excess is never good.  When people male or female, of any age, saturate themselves with pornography it is going to have some effect.

When we immerse ourselves in a world of fantasy it changes our perception of reality. Porn can be used to enhance our intimate relationships or enjoy some personal exploration. Unfortunately it is being used(consciously or not) to replace our intimate relationships and prevent us from maintaining and/or forming new meaningful ones. This abuse of pornography is having negative repercussions in bedrooms around the world.

The article focuses on the actual physiology and function of the brain/body when it is watching porn. It makes sense what they say…all I know is I have seen this epidemic in action. There are many young men in their 20′s and 30′s that are having serious issues experiencing orgasmic energy with their partners or even alone! First of all if they can even get a girl into the bedroom then what??? They can’t get it up! and if they can, it goes soft, have to violently jerk themselves off to achieve orgasm or they never experience orgasm or ejaculation at all. I am not making fun!!!!!This is serious!!!!! WE have few places to turn for accurate, relevant information on sexuality! 

{This is part of my life path, helping to get information and experience about sexuality out there. There are many others that have a similar path and we are now starting to come together. yay!}

From my experience, it is really about how we program our minds/bodies. We fall into sexual patterns based on our experiences. The big deal about this is sometimes our experiences don’t teach us the whole truth about us. We can fall into patterns that are not necessarily the most beneficial to us and not even know it! Awareness is the key! Get to know yourself first. Then you can share that with a partner…if you don’t know you how can they?? When we are aware of our patterns and tendencies it gives us the opportunity for change.

A mentor once told me ‘what you see you can control, what you don’t see controls you’. The point is you now have a choice.

We have a choice. To continue as we are and get what we have gotten….

or imagine that there is possibility…

try something else to get something different.

Preform an experiment on yourself with the porn thing and see what your sexual response pattern is while going through phases of porn saturation and porn starvation….notice your attitude towards people male and female. If all you saw/knew about sex was from porn what would you think/know??? How is that different from what real life experiences have taught you? Interesting isn’t it?

Fantasy will never be able to fulfill your reality long term, that is the point, its a fantasy not real. Fantasy is wonderful to enjoy, if it was all the time it wouldn’t be fun any more.

There are also communication skills that need to be developed in order to have a fantasy experience.What is the saying??? life is about preparation, being ready when the opportunity arises… when we take the time to see people as people and get to know them for who they are, a mutual respect and appreciation for each other is formed. With these kinds of bonds we are able to venture out into our fantasy world safely. If we do not establish the necessary connections before moving into the unknown it jepordizes the future of that relationship and our own ability for personal growth.

Give it to me again MC “it is easy to wake up, even harder to stay awake”

get it?

So I was blessed with an opportunity to visit one of my greatest girlfriends and Key West Fantasy Fest… all at the same time! It was a surprise trip so I had to make necessary arrangements for a few days, leaving Wed with no return ticket booked, thinking I was going to be home fri or sat…. so I take the leap of faith….

It was a little cloudy but it is always sunny and bright inFlorida, the air is warm and moist. I get picked up in the golf cart and we get to ride through town all the way to Duval St where we were staying. Everything is beautiful! Little cottages grouped together around pools and hot tubs in a tropical paradise!

The event of the week is Fantasy Fest. For those of you who do not know what this is look it up. I will just say it is like a 24/7 costume party for those who can afford to be there. Bodies of all shapes and sizes, people younger and older, naked, painted and running amok. It is like you can be whoever you want when ever you want that is fun!

I usually am not into big crowds of people but because of where we were staying and who I was with it was cool. For some reason the crowd seemed more mature, for example in Ybor City at Guavaween, I would get groped and harassed no matter what I decided to wear.Here people were laid back and just wanted to take pictures! It was awesome! No groping, harassing…good times!We went on a boat trip and got to go swimming, ate wonderful food (yay for stone crab season!) but most of all enjoyed every ones’ company!

I was asked to stay until Sunday. I thought no way, I have plans, commitments! Well long story short I was not able to get home until Sun anyway and I was able to reschedule 2 out of 3 of my commitments! Maybe it was going to be ok… not yet tho…I can not get online, cant find contact info for my friends I had plans with I was expecting a confirmation call or text fri or sat am any way so I would have to just pray it would work out at this point. Unfortunately, I get the text sat night hours before we are supposed to meet. I regretfully inform them of the situation and offer to accommodate their inconvenience if they want to connect when I return. Well, that did not not go over very well. I felt really bad. no bueno

I retreat to my universal belief that it is not up to me in the grand scheme of things and I have to trust that things are as they should be. I still, was kinda bummed in the back of my mind through out the evening…. until I happened upon this amazing experience (that I will not go into detail about). I am just in awe of the human form and the spiritual essence inside us…to hold space for, witness, experience this essence (in any way) is beyond amazing, such an honor to behold… I do not have words to describe. I am so grateful for these blessings.

The conclusion of this, is that, I still sincerely apologize to my friends I could not connect with… in the grand scheme of things I believe there was another purpose in this  snafu for them and me. I am grateful for the blessings in disguise. I am glad it is not up to me all the time.

I found when I surrender to the universe and the love and energy inside things turn out to be way better than I could have ever imagined.  Blissfull!!!

ahhhh!!!

One really cool thing I have noticed about the universe….

‘everything happens in its own time, according to a plan greater than our own’  unknown author.

I am a planner. Maybe it has to do with my Virgoness… when I make plans I get attached to them, I start having expectations…that is where the universe takes over…

I try to operate from a place of nonjudgement and nonexpectation knowing still I am human and will get caught up in the world, but if I come back to this place sooner rather than later all will be well….

going with the flow